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In the movie Lost in Translation there is a scene in which Bill Murray's character explains that, upon having your first child, "your life as you know it is gone...never to return." The movie has been one of my favorites for years. I just wish that I had known he meant my life.

In early 2010, I gave birth to the world's most perfect child. (Is there a parent who doesn't think his/her child is the world's most perfect?) In addition to being beautiful, he is brilliant and sweet and funny and hands-down the best thing that will ever happen to me. This kid is my entire world. I had somehow suspected through most of my life that he would be, which is why I fought very hard to have him. But about the post-childbirth apocalypse, I had absolutely no clue.

To say things have changed would be misleading. EVERYTHING has changed. Most of it has been good--some not so great--but everything is without a doubt different. And now the world changes once again. My little family and I find ourselves journeying from the big city to beautiful, calm Montana. Will the change be for the better? As with anything, the answer is sometimes "yes," sometimes "no," and always sought with massive quantities of hope. Come with me as I navigate the roads from fast-paced, big-city lawyer to Montana Momhood. Is there a line that can be walked? We'll see. But I can guarantee, at a minimum, it will be an adventurous road trip....

Wednesday, May 11, 2011

The Willing Chef

I'm sure I have mentioned that I love to cook.  I love everything about it.  I love the mixing of ingredients, I love the use of fun kitchen tools, and, of course, I love the eating part.  I love it!

So, needless to say, as I was contemplating an undetermined time with more...well, time...I thought "ok, this will be a good opportunity to cook."  I envisioned making homemade tortillas for my son's lunches.  I thought of lavish dinner parties on the back deck for friends and family.  I considered tasty treats for playdates.  Ah, what a grand visionary I was.

The reality?  Yeah, we've had fast food for lunch most days.  And dinner has resulted in more frozen foods than I care to recount.  It's not that I haven't wanted to cook, it's that things just haven't worked out that way.  First, lunchtime sneaks up on us.  And I typically am running errands between morning and afternoon naps.  Second, my friends have crazy lives and getting them to come over from 4 to 5:15 for a dinner party is not exactly happening.  Third, it's been raining and cold so the deck is out of commission.  Fourth, I have found that the cookie dough that you break off into pieces (yes, I am even too lazy to scoop or mix) has received higher praise than I could get.  It's pathetic.

I haven't given up the dream, though.  Each week I buy stuff that would work for a great feast.  And I hold out hope that my veggie garden will some day produce a bountiful harvest.  Which will look nice on my counter before it grows mold and is tossed.  Sigh.  Great intentions, my friends.  Great intentions.

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